The Wilted Sunflower - I'm Lost

"I'm lost.... Please, help me...."

He walked alone in his 'dark path',
nobody heard his cries....

The title "The Wilted Sunflower",
the term 'wilted' referred to the 'sorrow' he carried with,
while the 'sunflower' itself was Russia's favorite flower (I found that: [link] his national flower is chamomile)

Poor Russia

Russia was portrayed as 'yandere' (kind outside but scary inside?, forgive me if I'm wrong),
but I don't think that he supposed to be like that (back again to my 'speculation': "No country is evil"..I think you will be fed up to hear this...)
Maybe, his boss (with the Communism era) was the person that drove him like this...

I had a thought that Russia in real, is not that scary (My, I don't even sure that 'yandere' is kind of that bad, but I had a bad feeling about that...& my point of view see the Communism itself as 'not a good thing' :S)
That I thought that he feared & had a 'bad name' was because of his boss..not because of himself....

(For now, I just think that...)
Russia was actually suffering from the Communism itself like he was lost & hoped that someone would lead him from that 'dark path'.

But, sadly,
like nobody know it

I must say that I didn't want to make an art-pieces without reference,
so here's the reference about Communism:
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(I hoped that's really help....)

Russia, whose I portrayed 'here' was like totally different with whose here: "For Ourselves! - Russia vs Poland" ([link])

(In fact, I couldn't imagine that if Russia was crying. I'm sorry that Russia 'here' didn't even looked like Russia.)

(I'm sorry if you disagree with me. For yandere's fans, forgive me. I also apologize if Russia 'here' was like 'out of character'.)

(I'm sorry about the sad theme. I don't even know about the Communism in detail.)

Russia from "Axis Powers: Hetalia" by Mr. Hidekaz Himaruya.